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it was a chem shift like all others but I made one mistake
So i made all the basic chems and the advanced chems to heal the crew. I had some orders and I started making it. 5 units of med chem for artifacts, so I gave 30 bica. Some space lube for clown, so I made a jug of space lube. Sec wanted meth and I did make some but I fucked up. The pyrazine beaker was too hot and it blew up in the machine. Then the one on the hot plate blew up too and when I lost my hands. The last thing I said was the "pyrazine beaker was too hot" as I got hit with the second explosion. I was rended asunder and was unrrevivable. Not even morgue able as I was everywhere as limbs... no, not limbs but every jointed piece apart. I should not have lived due to my blunder. But they put me back together like a mech or exodia. Turning my torso into my body. I then made a full recovery but my body was looted and my clothes stolen. I donned the maid outfit and of course made more meth as it needs 35 seconds in a microwave to make a beaker hot enough. My supply of ingredients was gone and but I could make more. Also cmo got me more chems. Then I made the order for sec. Made some phalaxamine and made my specialty foam recipe but with smoke instead. I helped heal who I could and saved many more. As a good med man does. But after evac, because it was goob station I used the smoke as one last thing before we all went to lobby. It was ok I guess. Smoke and foam last the same length but smoke doesn't have extra sulfuric acid at the end in making its recipe. Smoke is potassium, sugar, and phosphorus. The only thing on that recipe that is a pincher is phosphorus but if you have more than one chem dispenser, then you're good.
#ss14#space station 14#reconstructivesurgery#oh god im fucking apart#we can rebuild him we have the technology#this post gave me cancer#this post gave me cancer smoke version
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Logan: I could strangle you.
Wade: You aren't tall enough.
Logan: You've sunk low enough for me to reach.
#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#deadpool 3#wolverine#poolverine#logan howlett#logan#wade#wade wilson#deadclaws#wolverine x deadpool#deadpool x wolverine#logan howlett x wade wilson#wade wilson x logan howlett#oh my god having a social life fucks with your fic writing time so much sobbing#its like in one week ive gone from so much time apart from studies to fuck im not home yet wwoag
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"There's no need to ask about this question. I know best whether I like him or not. But, I can't. He's my ge."
THE ON1Y ONE (2024). EPISODE TWELVE.
#the on1y one#asianlgbtqdramas#asiandramasource#twdramaedit#dramasource#tvedit#*#faiza gifs#that one word 'ge' ................................... the fucking WORLDS APART they became bc of it.#sigh .................... SIIIIIIIIIIIGHHH#i get it i get it I GET IT 24 hours laters after a sleep im more chill about it ig but yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.#god i cant help but just FEEL for jiang tian who has ONCE AGAIN emotionally had to become distant from someone#he devoted himself to#and how sheng wang is ONCE AGAIN isolating himself and just keeping EVERYTHING within OH MAN.#and the worst part of it is jiang tian KNOWS sheng wang's done it ALL on purpose. OF COURSE he KNOWS.#and sheng wang KNOWS that jiang tian KNOWS. and UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. GOD.
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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springtrap but he has claws and he slowwwwwly sinks them into youi while holdoing you close purring softly hes not eveb truing ta hurt you on ourpose justtrying ta keep you as close as possible and get you ta stay put for just a few more seconds oohohohhh ohhh hospital hostpital hospital. emergency room hospital
#ooooooooooooooouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhhhhh'#springtrap w/claws my absolute weakness#ohhh ouhuhhohohohohoooooo#slash me w/them thnits please ohhh oh my gos#spacie spoinks#i want him ta latch on and never let go#aouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh#houaaauuuuuuugh ohhhh#who ami kidding i cant pay for the emergency room bill#urgent care urgent care pjaaaa waiting room in the urgent care#patiently waiting ta be seen in the urgent care while im bleeding all over the seats from springrtap ripping me apart#w/his claws and teeth#there are bite wounds and deep gashes all over me and i am just sitting there really content and springtrap#is embarrassed he did so much damage but also slightly worried#sorry for writing fanfic in the tags i need him so bad and i need 2 be held even more than that#ohhh my god i need 2 fuck him so bad#ohhhh ohhh my godddddd#utgent care urgent care ohhhh calm drive ta the urgent care as i cover the car seats w/my own blood#fuuuck oh my god fuck oh mt god
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"What?! Fuck you, Stolas! You spring this 'feelings' bullshit on me-- are you fucking kidding?! Can I get a fucking minute to think after everything you put me through, you pompous, rich asshole?!"
~i don't support vivziepop or her shows + this art/redesign is from my rewrite~
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#Helluva Boss#helluva boss critical#hb critical#spindlehorse critical#helluva boss redesigns#helluva boss rewrites#hb redesigns#hb rewrites#yarnsnake#blitzo buckzo#blitzø#blitz#stolas#stolas goetia#stolitz#anti stolitz#helluva boss spoilers#the full moon#this episode......was SOOOO BADDDD LMAOOOOSDFHJKSDFJHKSDFHJK#the cherubs??? the agents??? PLEASE#it was like laughably terrible. ive seen hardcore stolitz lovers be dissapointed as fuck#i mean i was excited for this episode bc ive been praying on stolitz' downfall for a long time but oh. my god.#i didnt expect LESS THAN 5 MINS OF SCREENTIME???? HELLO?????#i will say. VERY satisfying to see blitzo tear stolas apart with his teeth for 2 minutes. like yes bitch fuck him up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i wish he wouldve done it more. fuck you stolas indeed#if i see one more person saying 'it was both of their faults :(' or 'blitz is so mean >:(((' im going to snap. you are all so fucking stupi#anyway. i just had to get this off my chest. TEAM BLITZ SWEEP#THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU KING#cloudysarts
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Thinking about how the entire reason Zane went along with Wu was to try to find out more about his past. Thinkinggg about how he reached his true potential after finding his father's workshop. A big chunk of his character arc in s2 focused on how badly having no family left affected him. Then he found out how father was alive and he was sooo happy... and then his father died. And then Zane died too.
#alek insanity#ninjago#zane julien#dr julien erasing zane's memories the first time he died and practically giving him a new life -> zane ending his own life once his father#died a second time is something that's in constant brain rotation. zane's sacrifice was an act of suicide#“oh. but he needed to defeat the overlord” he found an opportunity and took it. season 3 he was constantly putting himself in harms way#even though it was completely unnecessary. kinda crazy about none of the ninja knowing how fucked up he was about his dad's death#rewatching s2 like... damn zane doesnt make it another year ! and how these are the teams last interactions before everything falls apart#s3 had lloyd off doing his own thing. the love triangle threw a wrench in things. and then zane died and s4 is them picking up the pieces#guhh the period of time where zane really was dead and how messed up the ninja were. especially kai#“it shouldve been me” and it snowed at zanes funeral when kai gave the speech and he became an alchoholic#what the hell !!! whatttt the hell !!!#when zane sakd “IM GLAD YOU MADE ME” OHHH MY GOD OHHHHH MY GOD IM SICK#rant over
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will u be making a blueskys account? a lot of artists on twt have been moving over after the new changes to the block function
nah tbh i feel like this at this point
until tumblr and/or twitter completely shut down im going to stay bc the thought of having to build from the bottom up for the 4TH time and have to mass upload all my shit is quite frankly unbearable i aint got it in me no more im Tired
#ive never had this many annoying website issues until that stupid pathetic excuse of a sewer rat bought twitter#like the amount of stupid shit that he does that endangers the entirety of twitter just bc hes an immature spoiled brat is astounding#literally anytime anything changes on twitter its a 'oh god what is this lunatic gunna pull now' and never anything that actually benefi#ts anybody except his own stupid fucking idiot self#somebody take him out already im so serious ofc when i finally get my foot in the door its fallin apart#just another dumbass bullshit im gunna have to deal with#i aint movin to no other place unless i quite literally have no choice#which sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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You ever see something that is meant to be like...an overgeneralized statement for the sake of entertainment or comedy and not at all serious but it's about YOUR special interest and you are just sitting there trying not to explode with an entire explanation of why it's such an overgeneralized statement and the depth of the topic
#spitblaze says things#like. im not about to shame anyone about this. i WANT more people to be interested in video games as a storytelling medium#and calling someone a fucking casual about it Does Not Help#but it IS still a big big overgeneralization to say that all games in the 80s were simple arcade style deals#adventure games came into being in the 80s! maniac mansion and kings quest and snatcher! all 80s titles!#if we wanna go back even further the first Ultima game was 1979! as soon as we had the technology to make more narrative and complex games#we DID#obviously we see more of that now because its the easiest its ever been to make video games and put infinite thought and resources into#worldbuilding and narrative#and YEAH most 70s and 80s games were simple bc uh. our computers werent that good yet lol#but like. oh my god dragon quest and final fantasy 1 came out a year apart in thr 80#do not tell me it was all run jump get the coin lol
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DUDE OKAYOKAY im listening to mike at the bbc paris theatre when he did the prison and i only just made the connection between jason (the prison) and jason (nesmith) having the same name and i wondered if it might be coincidence but then i just checked wikipedia and not only is there a thematic sequel to the prison (the garden) but JASON NESMITH SINGS ON IT?????????? DUDE !!!!!!!!!!!!
#AND THEY'RE DONE 20 YEARS APART#im sure nezheads got to the bottom of this years ago but like . did he name the main character after his estranged son on purpose or....#released it 2 years after him and phyllis divorced okok probably purposeful . wow i had no idea#AND . AN ALLEGED SEQUEL “THE OCEAN” . LET ME HEAR IT !!!!!#this is why videoranch being in shambles is such a fucking tragedy dude#WAIT . WAITWAITWAITWAITWAIT#GUYS VIDEORANCH#MICHAEL NESMITH#THE PRISON#AAUHGHGHH!!!#jason nesmith#mike nesmith#the monkees#oh my god#the garden
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YAMATO!!!! YAMATO!!!! YAMATO MY BELOVED !!!
#IVE WAITED SO LONG TO MEET YOU#LETS GOOOOOO#ep995#one piece#i literally cannot believe im almost caught up???? oh my god?????#watching one piece has been apart of my routine for so LONG what am i going to do when i catch UP!!!!#wait every week??????#BYE!!!#maybe i need to slow down bc its not coming out until april again#maybe ill read the manga#fuck#yamato#syd watches stuff
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Hear me out (or don't... it's fine I'm just venting and mean) yeah um I don't believe Chakotay was saved in Prod*gy s2.
#the 'time travel' makes no sense when you think on it. What happened to Prime Chakotay? He got killed they showed that.#At the end s1 Janeway finds an 'alternate chakotay in an alternate timeline' and that's the one they go and get#we saw the original get merc'd in the message. That ACTUALLY happened. Lmao.....#They didn't prevent THAT death because they didn't go to THAT Solum with the Infinity and stop it from happening#instead it was 'ALTERNATE#' implying other.#OG Chakotay wasn't taken over by the alternative one either nothing suggests that was the direction for him in s2#they didn't do anything like 'well you see chakotay because at the end of s2 when we converged timestreams you have merged with your other'#if they did want to recover the original from s1 then keep that clear instead of being convoluted dont use an alternate timeline wtf#instead the plot was focused on gywns stupid fucking paradox plot and her being fixed#chakotay was the one in a paradox too did that not matter nah dw about it he had to die for this outcome or someshit lmao why#In the extended message given to admiral janeway it shows him clearly getting left behind and surrounded. Sadly no one intervened.#I dont understand why they couldnt have just made s2 about his rescue alone IF they took their time it wouldnt be so difficult#to follow#above that the one they rescued was ruined by the 10 year gap so he wasn't 'saved' at all. God i hate s2 when you break it apart#I dunno the more i look at s2 Janeway and Chakotay the more upsetting it is. Janeway would NOT have settled for an imposter.#everyone going goo-goo gaa gaa over s2 but it's sloppy af imo and undermines a huge portion voyagers struggles#id really like them to flatly lay out their ideas because literally nothing ive heard explains the story or choices of s2 with conviction#instead it's oh clap for wesley or the new vulcan and other references yay#describe to me your timetravel clearly and i'll happily take a seat on it (there is still other crap stuff mind you)#this is the most repressed shit i my head i swear#im angry because s1 is so clearly mapped out to a brilliant degree and for whatever reason it's not in s2#i can see through it#insultingly people are eating it up and claiming it's better than ever nah dawg embarrassing#there are nice ideas inside s2 but they arent adequately rewarded#it doesnt compare to the timetravel in other trek because they kept it clear#i mean it could have been an interesting parallel to endgame but in the end janeway didnt even rescue him lmao they dropped her#why bother building up this mission only for her to give up and go 'i'll hand it over because im told to'. Janeway had fuck all this season#let alone settle for not fixing her own timeline and her own friends deadly circumstance dw just grab another one from the shelf i guess#the emotional fallout was absolutely missed because they didnt elaborate on anything. Plenty of show but no substance from the characters
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brother if i ever see a little PHOCKIN KITY on the road.,,.....................we're petting insaneo style. im gonna go crazy on that pusuy dude.
#spacie spoinks#there are multiple cats in my neighborhood i know this#one of them is black#and needs 2 hangout w/me right now#black cats love me btw. if you even care. since childhood they have adored me#only black cats#idk why specifically black cats like me so much#maybe cuz#much like black ppl irl#they look at me for a second#and then Realize™ ohhhh they're mixed! and we chill#LOL#black cats are my personal fave anyways#i love them smmmmmmmm#gotta get myself a cuddler when i get olde-oh my god im 21#hold on. im having a crisjis i am no longer 17 oh god oh fuck#anyways#cats.......................#im gonna get one when i move out hrgrgrgrgrgr#PLEASE LET ME BE BLESSED WITH A WELL PAYING JOB SO I CAN AFFORD A ONE BEDROOM APARTMENT AMEN 🙏
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thinkin about what woulda happened to leon if simmons did manage to capture him....
(lore ramble + whump idea ramble)
so... correct me if i'm wrong, but...
simmons wanted to pin everything on leon and helena, but probably leon specifically. because of benford wanting to expose raccoon, and because of leon both witnessing raccoon, and forced into servitude after his survival.
leon probably could have cleared his name with enough of a fight, i'd imagine. hunnigan would find something. ada would've dropped off intel that she could.
so wiping out tall oaks was the cherry on top -> to silence the "final" witness and potential whistleblower (assuming there's no one else who's as high of a threat to simmons)
... not to mention who leon's got a crush on...
was helena just a means to an end, then...? simmons was a sadistic fuck and would probably torture people for fun, but if she had any more significance to him, then, i missed it-
simmons was willing to kill a friend of 30 years to protect The Family and whatever the hell they had going on trying to control the world. clearly, peak mental stability.
but as sadistic as simmons was. he wouldn't have been satisfied pinning everything on leon (and helena) and having him rot in a cell, right? prison's too good.
who knows what he'd have done with helena. use her to continue torturing leon? probably.
simmons would've blacksited him probably. dead to the world. no one to save him.
shove it in real deep about how simmons won and leon lost. how everyone thinks leon's a (dead) terrorist. how everyone thinks he was the one to kill so many people. and maybe how simmons was a grand hero now... and how leon can't do a goddamn thing to fix that.
you think simmons would hunt down everyone? one by one. just to make leon miserable. what do you think he'd do with em? pin crimes on them? kill them? introduce them to his favourite torture doll?
i don't think simmons would even NEED to have a vendetta against leon. c-virus made him lose his mind, but... dude's a fuckin nutjob and probably pops a stiffy when someone marginally looks unhappy.
more lore rambling below! :3c... dear god,
came to me in mental illness (skin picking bcuz anxiety lol)
these ideas clicked far too late, but i haven't consumed ALL resident evil media. so ... gotta be nice to myself. some stuff gets lost in translation, some stuff has weird delivery, some things aren't obvious on a surface, or just below, level. be nice.... aough!
some of the ways the lore is delivered though. infinite darkness? i knew leon wasn't a bootlicker, but the scene with claire at the end felt off and i was so fuckin lost.... until someone else pointed out that he was protecting claire. (i'd like to know if leon saved chip thingie that for later, or anonymously whistleblowed that?)
i like that it's not so heavy-handed, but whew... i don't feel smart!
so leon was forced into his position, right? but it was because of what he witnessed, not that he was simply a survivor? or, well, what he witnessed and how he survived, i guess.
they could've easily shot him in the head, then and there. but, was he kept alive for sherry? or because he managed to survive all that?
was the threat against sherry a bluff?
with leon's nature being one to quite literally throw himself in front of a bullet for some stranger, that could've just been used against him, right?
would they have done anything to sherry? sure, they needed to conduct tests and whatnot, i know that's canon from re6. what would they have done, anyway?
was threatening sherry simply to fuck with leon's head and keep him in line? threatening leon's life would've done jack shit to coerce him. but an innocent kid...
and an innocent kid. was keeping leon alive to keep her in line, too? and to add, they hadn't seen each other for a long ass time, right? like. re6 leon recognized her (i sure as hell wouldn't) but they were kept apart? to... keep each other from rebellion or some shit? control and all that?
god, the amount of psychological torture he had to endure. brainwashing. to an extent, of course. how much of leon's survivors' guilt came from the government coercing him into working for them? how much he blamed himself. how much of that you think was put in his head for him?
#if i fucked anything up it's cuz this is longer than i realized it would be and im tired#resident evil lore rambling#madman yelling at the brick walls in my enclousure#whump#lore analysis#this does help me for 1) understanding and 2) something something i may be cooking ?#long post#damn i didnt realize HOW long i went oh my god#this was for (2) points that i only realized whilst picking my skin apart
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i have watched episode nagi… i am a changed person
#(i am finally a reonagi shipper)#SKFJFK oh my god im still processing that. holy shit. wow#it was so nice to see the ‘break up’ from both their perspectives rather than through isagi#REO’S MONOLOGUE KILLED ME WITH KNIVES BTW. THE PAIN OF WATCHING SOMEONE CHANGE. HIM NOT WANTING TO TELL NAGI TO GO ON#DESPITE BEIN GHAPPY FOR HIM. BC HE THOUGHT NAGI WOULD NEVER COME BACK IF HE DID#wow. oh my god WOW#and nagi’s perspective too :(( him wanting to reunite with reo. him missing reo and thinking that hes his best friend#but never saying it aloud. them finding themselves apart from the other but atvthe end of the day their roads always cross#FUCK my stupid baka life this is so good. WOW#this also made me like reo a lot more skdjfkg. i never disliked reo but the movie made me go REO ‼️‼️‼️‼️💓💓💓💓#probably cause it’s nagi’s pov /j#the imagery of the chains locking around reo’s neck was incredible too i loved that part#okay anyway bye i will be Thinking about them for a while
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I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care
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